...everything and a little bit more

I hate days like today.

I hate decisions like these.

I hate guilt like this.

I hate feeling like this.

I don't know if I'll ever have the guts to do something for just me.

I don't know if I am capable of willingly and knowingly letting someone down.

I don't know if I have the ability to hide my emotions.

I don't know if I can do this to them.

I don't know if I can do all of these things when it is so against everything I stand for.

I don't want what goes around to come back around.

I don't know if I can practice what I've preached.